the college life

i am finally done with all my papers. i've been workin non-stop for the past two weeks on nothing but papers. coming back from classes, then papers. coming back from practice, then papers. coming back from games, then paper. nothing but papers! i've had enough & im proud to say that i'm finally done! =)

i was just reading some other people's blogs, & i just realized what college has done to me. it's made me less of a critical thinker. despite the fact that i am at college a college like harvard, supposedly the leading institution in the world, i feel that i am very disconnected with reality. because we are in this college bubble, there is basically no contact with the outside world. & because there is such a limited access to tv on our campus, i don't find myself trying to catch up with the news or anything, just that single episode of gossip girl every week that has become a ritual. but besides that, life has become a routine. wake up, classes, eat practice, chill, fun, work. i am not as deep of a thinker as i once was. there is no time to actually sit down & reflect the life i am leading now. whereas at home i was able to just find time & sit in front of my computer and write out my feelings. here i find no time for that. don't get me wrong, it's great that time passes by so quick, but it makes me wonder, if i'm actually gona be able to enjoy myself in college before these four years run out and im forced to be my own independent person in the working world. this makes me question if the end of high school meant the end of carefreeness. honestly, i wish i can write more, but as of now, im very tired & drained. cant wait to be home & sleep in my own bed & do nothing but relax with the people i love. <3