Alone in boston

Ok, so maybe technically I'm not alone in Boston, there's family here, anna & mari is here, people i know here, but yet I feel that I am finally an independent individual. My mom left this morning at 6:30 for the airport, I went of course. It was hard seeing her leave, I wanted to cry, but I really didnt want to do it in front of my uncle, I knew that if I let my tears run down, I'd just start bawling right there at the airport. Everytime I think about my mom I feel sad, this is going to be the longest I've ever been away from her. I'm not exactly sure I will survive without her constantly nagging at me. I'm gona miss that. Last night I was talking to Danny, I felt so helpless because I know that there are problems going on right now with him, yet I'm so far away. When i had arguments with my mom this summer, he was always there for me, I wish i can do the same for him. If i was still home, I'd drive right to his house & give him a big old hug, but now that i'm in boston, I can't exactly jump on an airplane to fly back home & give him a kiss. I just wish i can be more of a support for him. I know what i can do is limited. It's been a week since i've moved to boston. I know that i made the right decision coming here, leaving everything behind, becuase I really am looking forward to moving in later today & starting college life here. I'm ready to be challenged. Hopefully I can meet up to all the difficulties ima face while i'm here. Just wanted to blog & say that I miss everyone home, PANDA, danny, & my family.