Goodbye.

So last night i was really touched when all of panda, danny, kevin , & leo were there to see me good bye. when we hugged one last time i just started tearing up & started crying, i couldnt help it. i was about to leave some of the best people i have ever met. the efforts you all made to see me off really meant a lot to me. the whole event was so heartfelt & warming. like abby said, it was like a movie-ending! i just felt so loved and i witnessed such true friendship. i cant wait till december comes & i get to see these best friends again! i watched those videos on the camera, they made me tear up on the airplane! then when i was in the airport checkin my laptop & i saw the post-its, i teared up again! when i saw all the girls crying, i couldnt help but cry as i walked down that path towards the boarding area. i was standing there crying & some lady walked up to me & asked me what was wrong. it has been a crazy couple of last weeks for me. when i saw my bestest friend nancy crying, i couldnt help and cry some more. because like she said, we really are best buddies, we tell each other every single thing. then i started thinking about what me & anh has went thru this summer, with all this boy drama & she was crying & that made me cry too. & despite the fact that me & abby arent that close, we are still so connected. yes, i will always have their backs. no matter what. for life. i cant wait till i get rich enough to get a mansion so all my favorite girls can live in it together too! that will be the life. i know what we have is true friendship, i cant deny that i did not doubt it before, but i know now that what we have is real. i love you guys so much!

i cant believe how close i've gotten to these skyline boys this summer: danny & kevin. i know we started out as just people who were connected because of whoever liking whoever. but then we really got to know each other & we got closer. then we started walking the lake together & eating at yummy guide together. im so glad that it all happened. because i gained two really good friends [one whos a wonderful boyfriend].

& i just wanted to say that danny has truly been an amazing boyfriend. no matter what he's doing, he always has me on his mind, always has my best interest in his heart. im so fortunate to have this bff/bf. even at the last minute he was praying for me & got me this cute buddha necklace to keep me safe. i <3 him so much!

this summer has been truly wonderful. i know that as panda, we will continue to have an amazing winter, summer & future together! i <3 yall!