Packing the past into my suitcases.

So at this moment, 10:50 PM, i should be packing. but sadly i STILL havent gotten around to doing it. i keep telling my mom i would do it, but so far i've only gotten less than 1/3 of one of my suitcases filled. honestly, i think the day is approaching a little too fast & the truth is that i don't want to pack. i don't want to try to fit all of my memories into some suitcases. i want to bring everyone that i love over to boston with me, so i can start college with them still there, no changes. the inevitable fact is that i will be leaving in three days. on sunday night, at 11:00 PM, i will be aboard an alaska airline flight, on my way to boston. in six minutes, i will officially have only three more days in oakland. i don't think i've ever had a more perfect time in life. what i mean is that, right now, i feel that i have everything i need. family, wonderful close friends, & the boyfriend. i feel as if im living the life that i've always wanted, but a little too late. because all this will be a memory in three days. change is something that i cannot avoid. it is only with change that we grow and learn and all that stuff that educates us a little more so we can get ahead & the best in life. im not even really sure what i want to say right now. i guess, i'm just really happy the way things are right now, just wish that summer was a little longer. i guess its time to really start thinking about this future date, aug. 31st, thats looming upon me. yes. it's officially time to start packing.